Monday, March 31, 2008

Why????

People say that God does things for a reason, but why does he not give people that are loving, caring , and want to have children. These loving people either have miscarriages one after another or have a baby die shortly after being born, or even having a stillborn... Then there are those people who dont seem to care for their children. They care more about parting, sleeping with guys, jumping from one house to another while their child/children dont understand why this is going on and just go with the flow. The child/ren are unable to attend school or even make friends. She once was a very happy, cheerful little girl and now all you see in her eyes is hurt and confusion. People try to tell her mom what she is doing is wrong but she doesnt think it is wrong. She thinks its okay that her daughter knows that she smokes weed and its probably okay for her daughter to see that her mom has a new guy every few months. I think to myself everyday, every night, Man God what are you doing??? Are you going to help this person or at least the child before its to late...I am so afraid that i am going to get a phone call one day saying that they are dead because of this person’s choices or that the little girl is on the street sleeping around, doing drugs and homeless.. I pray that this little girl knows that she always has a safe home in our family if she needs it and she doesnt end up like here mom. I always pray for her mom that she wakes up before she loses herself(if she hasnt already) or loses the smart bright little girl she has, or her two boys that dont live with her.

God can you tell me your reason for this little girl to be suffering???